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...sorry, guys, really (shush, Caltin, I can apologize if I want! 
). I come back for a week or two, then fall off, then do it again, then fall off. Repeat ad nauseum.
Truth is, I got too much going on elsewhere on the internet, school is destroying my soul (and I'm deciding whether I'm going to continue or not), and, after a relationship that has lasted four largely frustrating years, I'm on my way to the land of singleness again.
Recently, I've evaluated my creative self, and have seen that it has suffered under the oppressive regime of a wholly non-creative individual - that individual being my most recent ex. The healing process takes time, and demands familiarity and structure. To that end, in addition to glutting myself on all the music I've not indulged in over the past four years, I've committed myself to a little bit of writing, reading, and drawing each day - I drew this a couple days ago, so as far as those skills go, I'm not completely rusty. But it has affected my writing. I've barely been reading at all, and RP (while I still enjoy it) has become so much harder to do. What am I doing about this?
NaNoWriMo. Well, sort of. I never made any claims to being sane.
See, my brain just doesn't have the room for something wholly new, right now. But that familiarity and structure? Yes! So, to that end, I've been doing my 50K in the form of roleplaying posts (which is probably worse, but who cares?). Thus far, this has only been on one site, but, given time, it may be possible that you lot will see my IC presence around these parts again. Those of you that know me, pretty much know who I write - Ilias Nytrau, Lucianus Adair, and Siyndacha Aerin are some of those!
Only time will tell. For now, I'm still around OOC. You can still find me, largely on Skype (I'm there daily, and if you add me, just tell me who you are when you do! My s/n is attached to this account!) and to some extent on AIM, and in the CBOX here and there.
So please, don't be strangers. The more people I talk to and shoot the breeze with, the better the healing goes.
). I come back for a week or two, then fall off, then do it again, then fall off. Repeat ad nauseum.Truth is, I got too much going on elsewhere on the internet, school is destroying my soul (and I'm deciding whether I'm going to continue or not), and, after a relationship that has lasted four largely frustrating years, I'm on my way to the land of singleness again.
Recently, I've evaluated my creative self, and have seen that it has suffered under the oppressive regime of a wholly non-creative individual - that individual being my most recent ex. The healing process takes time, and demands familiarity and structure. To that end, in addition to glutting myself on all the music I've not indulged in over the past four years, I've committed myself to a little bit of writing, reading, and drawing each day - I drew this a couple days ago, so as far as those skills go, I'm not completely rusty. But it has affected my writing. I've barely been reading at all, and RP (while I still enjoy it) has become so much harder to do. What am I doing about this?
NaNoWriMo. Well, sort of. I never made any claims to being sane.
See, my brain just doesn't have the room for something wholly new, right now. But that familiarity and structure? Yes! So, to that end, I've been doing my 50K in the form of roleplaying posts (which is probably worse, but who cares?
). Thus far, this has only been on one site, but, given time, it may be possible that you lot will see my IC presence around these parts again. Those of you that know me, pretty much know who I write - Ilias Nytrau, Lucianus Adair, and Siyndacha Aerin are some of those!Only time will tell. For now, I'm still around OOC. You can still find me, largely on Skype (I'm there daily, and if you add me, just tell me who you are when you do! My s/n is attached to this account!) and to some extent on AIM, and in the CBOX here and there.
So please, don't be strangers. The more people I talk to and shoot the breeze with, the better the healing goes.
Here's to hoping things work out.
Healing does take time, but it's good that you have some great hobbies. Love the kitty. 
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