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My eye hurts so much today, more than it ever has since the incident. Has it been so long already since it first happened, that 'hot' night in the Dojo. Everyone seems to just ignore the fact that I have the eyepatch, or they have just gotten used to it by now, which I am incredibly thankful for. I was concerned at first that those closest to me would treat me differently, especially those whom have seen me without it on.
Sylvanna doesn't seem to see me any different, with or without my eyepatch. She loves her father for who he is, not what he looks like, a quality I have never heard of up until now. Unconditional love. Is that what I feel for her, is that what I feel for Amalia, or more over N'yssa?
Amalia had always been a sort of mother figure to me, something I needed, explained to me when my memories returned. Even though she is the mother of my child, I still have these feelings for her as if she were my own mother, which others would no doubt find strange or disturbing. What happened
